So, it's been quite a while since i've really updated this thing. I've had pictures here and there but no real overflow of submissions. I guess I could say i've been busy. It's about half that, and half because i've been lazy.

This summer I spent it mostly working and worrying over college financial aid. For a lot of the time, I really didn't think I was going to be able to come to Ringling anymore, because it was so much money for tuition that honestly, our family just doesnt have. Even my Mom was telling me to look to other options of school until I could get credit and get my own student loans. It was really scary and really depressing.

That as well as many thing going on for ~Morataya as well, but it's not my place to speak of his personal life. It was a rough summer. But among it I did have some great time, got to go to Miami and hang out with every there, got to hang out with people in Port St. Lucie. And most importantly, I got everything settled for college.

And so now, I write this as I sit in the Student Center of Ringling College of Art and Design. This is a big step in my life, a grand new chapter. I a now living with ~Morataya, we have our own apartment here in Sarasota, which is about 3 hours away from my town. It's hard being away from home, being away from familiarity. There I never everyone, every street, every place. I knew how things operated, I had a schedule, it was all set. Here, i'm having to depend on my own, start all over with work and school and friends. It's hard, and sometimes I really don't like it. Being the somewhat antisocial person that I am, it's hard for me to make new friends. I have made a couple so far, but i'm not the best at it. I can be polite, hold a small chat with people in class or in the student union, but it's hard for me to go beyond that. But, i'm working on it and hopefully soon that will change.

It's weird to think i'm finally in college, out on my own. Something i've wanted since about middle school. A beautifiul town, and amazing school, being with the person i've loved for the longest. To quote Nickelback "Something's gotta go wrong cause i'm feelin way too damn good." BUt, I guess we'll see. I'm not going to go looking for trouble.



As for my photography. I have a lot of things I have to work one, hav to put up. I have a lot of photos, it's just, like I said, been busy and lazy. And like ~Morataya says, I tend to be too critical on my work, so a lot of the time I feel unmotivated to work on my photos because I don't feel that they're good enough to post up. But I will definitely change that. Plus, with having a photography class this year, I will more than likely have a lot of pictures from there that I will post up here. Maybe even some of my drawings and 3D designs too (but don't count on the drawings to be that great)

I guess that's all for now. I'm going to go grab something to eat before my next class. Hope you all are well and staying safe and happy. Laters